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AWEZOME! it's awezome!! ahaha!!

soo... apparently.... being gay has nothing to do with HORMONE! how 'bout that??? like duh?? the funniest thing is that the whole conversation with the doctor and my dad being behind me. blerk! take that..

so~~~ starting from the registration counter.~~~

Lady : Hi. Good morning. Which department would you like to see? (something like that)
Dad : Yes. I wanna find a physician to check on... err.... (look at me) what is it ar??? errrr.... blood? no.. not that...
Me : Hormone (roll eyes)
Dad : yes. hormone check. that's it.
Lady : oh. ok. (introduce doctor's name. blah blah blah... )

then comes to the time to weigh in and check bp.

Nurse : so what do you wanna check for today?
Me : just medical check up. nothing much.
(few minutes later after checking weight and bp.)
Nurse : can you be specific on the medical check up? like what type?
Me : my parents wants me to get a hormone check. (annoyed voice)
Nurse : oh. ok. well.. just take a seat outside. when it's ur turn, we'll call ur name.

the whole time waiting just to see him was like almost 3 hours. =.=" he has to rush to make rounds... little over 1pm reached my turn. :| go inside...

Dad : Good Afternoon.
Doc : same to you. So, what makes you decide to take a hormone check?
Me : It's not me. Ask him. ( pointing to dad )
Dad : well, you see doc. He seems to be attracted to gay groups.
Doc : Oh. Actually that has nothing to do with hormone. (continue blabbing about it). (looking at me) So, are you ashamed of it?
Me : no. (partial annoyed)
Doc : So when did u start realizing it?
Me : well~~ i realized it around at the end of primary school~~ at high school i'm having mixed feelings about it~~ then after high school... i'm pretty sure of it.
Doc : So it means ur accepting it?
Me : yeah. why not?
Doc : is any of ur friends and family not accepting it?
Me : few of my friends knew.
Doc : so it's just ur parents.. father not accepting it?
Me : yeah.
Doc : hmm... ok.. well.. how old are you now??? age 21?? age 21 is actually at the confusing stage. i been through that stage.. So it's ok.
Me : (look at doc. almost raise an eyebrow)
Doc : well, don't worry.. if you want, you can seek a counsellor/psychologist ..
Dad : (straight cut in) oh. good. who would you recommend?
Doc : we have this particular psychologist whom is very nice. (blah blah blah) could set an appointment with her for you
Dad : ok. please help us set the appointment.
Me : (roll eyes)
Doc : (ask other things about me, checking my fingers and bones, halfway say that fingers very long.. which there's a condition for it.. can go check)

so pretty much my wednesday event.. pretty boring~~ haha... by anyone standard... it wouldn't be boring at all...

speaking of which, dad was so enthusiastic about the psychologist next week.. i told him it's ok. i can go myself. he said.. nono... we need to tell the doctor about the introduction. =.="

WHAT FUCKING INTRODUCTION IS NEEDED?!
Hi doctor, im gay. my dad wants to seek your advice on how to turn me back to normal.

blahh!!!

whatever... i'm waiting for thursday to come.. next week! =.="