i have never expected this to happen at all.. all these parents finding out and meeting him.. i guess sometimes it's fated to be like this.. sometimes it's not.. am i being too insensitive by asking too much even though he's not mine? or is it just plain bullshit to say that what i'm feeling right now is totally irrelevant.. i want to feel that i'm right about what i'm feeling..

too much drama... gotta clear it out...